Well its been awhile since I last wrote, a whole seven months!! I dont really know how I let it get to be so long. Actually I do.. I have issues with keeping up with things, school is one of them. Im already behind.. like way behind! But thats life I suppose. So im in my fourth year.. and scared shitless. I have no plans for next year and I dont really know when I should be applying for things like master programs and internships. Ive definitely let that go to the wayward.. but Ill eventually get a handle on it. Im working on occasion, which can kind of suck balls every now and then, but its good to have some extra cash rolling in. And Im seeing someone! And its totally everything that you could ever want or need or love or anything hahah.. Im very happy, I honestly dont know if Ive ever been happier. Its like feeling there are constant butterflies dancing around in my stomach, and when I hold her hand I know that there is no one else Id rather be with, and when Im in her arms I cant help but forget everything else in the world. She makes me feel loved, protected and secure. And I could never ask for anything else..
I am not me
This cannot be
We are not here
I hold too much fear
And when you are gone
All I do is long
I just need to be strong
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
There was a girl
ReplyDeleteWho plucked notes on my heart strings.
Who set me on fire.
Who makes me feel like every morning is christmas.
<3